class of people, unless it is in kno[wledge]
that we are doing the will of God, and
if we grow not weary ^(of well doing)^ and faint not
we shall reap our reward. Ours it is
to preach and proclaim the message to the
people, and theirs it is to accept or reject
it. I continue to prosecute my labors
with unceasing dilligence because I feel
it is my duty to do so, but I can-not
go at it with that view and avidity that
I should like to. I seem to have no
faith in being able to bring any one
to a knowledge of the truth what little
faith I once possessed has nearly ben
crushed out by repeated rebuffs, still
Mormonism is true, this is my testimony
but there is something wrong with me
for surely if the Lord was pleased
with my labors he would crown my
efforts with some success. I say it
deliberately, and not in a bo^a^stfull spirite
either, that there are but few elders if
any ^(in the Mission)^ who have done more preaching

class of people, unless it is in kn page bent that we are doing the will of God. and if we grow not weary (of well doing) and faint not we shall reap our reward. Ours it is to preach and proclaim the message to the people, and theirs it is to accept or reject it. I continue to prosecute my labors with unceasing dilligence because I feel it is my duty to do so, but I can-not go at it with that vim and avidity that I should like to. I seem to have no faith in being able to bring any one to a knowledge of the truth what little faith I once possessed has nearly ben crushed out by repeated rebuffs, still Mormanism is true, this is my testimony but there is something wrong with me for surely if the Lord was pleased with my labors he would crown my efforts with some success. I say it deliberately, and not in a boastfull spirite either - that there are but few elders if any (in the Mission) who have done more preaching